Hopeless, I’ve given up
Content, with what life had given me
Saddened, by why my heart was missing
Depressed and in despair was all around
So I took a long walk
To a pier I had visited once before
As I let my feet get closer and closer to the edge
I was overwhelmed with fear
But feeling life had nothing else to offer
I continued to the edge
As I looked over at this ocean before
I thought of the pain this could cause
The heartache, the tears
I also thought about the joys of life
The hugs, the kisses, the smiles
The love and the love making
In spite of my mind fighting against my heart
I jumped in and began to drown
Once I was in,
My natural instinct was to fight
I kicked and screamed
Not wanting to succumb to the waves
But my efforts were in vain
My mind gave into my heart
And I began to take you in
I was engulfed
You filled my lungs
My thoughts, my desire were consumed by you
I felt you all around me
Holding me, carrying me, moving me
Loving me
I am completely saturated by your love
You are in me
And I am in love with you
Where you flow I flow
I am drowning in your love
And have no desire to be saved