My heart aches every time you come around, but it also aches when you’re not there.
I pant heavily in your presence and at the thought of you.
It palpitates, I sweat, get wet, I have hot flashes.
I get giggly and giddy.
My legs get weak, my body shivers.
I forget what I was thinking or about to say.
I often stare blankly, daydreaming.
I can’t sleep and when I do I dream of you.
HEARTSLUVSITIS — in laymen’s terms, I am in love.
To bypass — My past hurts and pain
To bypass — My fears and worries
To bypass — complications, inhibitions and resistance
To find a surgeon skilled enough to handle my heart with all of it’s delicate pieces. A surgeon who can hold it tenderly in is hands as he brings it back from the dead. Gently kissing it with his instruments, holding it, squeezing, stroking, pumping comforting and assuring it, it will never break again. Placing it back where it belongs and monitoring it for the rest of it’s life.
To Open my heart and let you in. Completely
You. DR. David. I entrust you with this task. I have made an appointment to schedule this procedure.
Fix me. Heal me. Love me.
So for those of you who may have difficulty reading in between the lines. I sort of asked him out. I say sort of because the conversation went like this.
Me: Sooo, what are you doing for the 4th
Him: The usual, hanging out at home alone…. You?
Me: I have some family coming over for a BBQ
Him: Sounds like fun, I like spending time with family
Me: yeah me too, sometimes (nervous laugh as I am about to ask him the big question)
(WAIT FOR IT, WAIT FOR IT…….)
Him: (Laugh) can I come?
So, You got me open, now what, What’s next,
We will see
Good Afternoon Gorgeous,